My need of a confidence booster

Every night before I go to bed one of the big things I pray about the most is that God will send the girl I am ment to be with towards my direction...But after the last attempt of a relationship with a girl, I feel like I some how lost my confidence when it comes to girls. (To me it does matter, the girl can be white or black, 2, 5, 6, years younger than me, Grad student, I can't be picky and materialistic about it.) One of the big things I worry about is if they like me for who I am not for someone they want me to be. I am not cool like Chad, Chase, or have that courage to flirt with the girls like Eric Walters does...I do have my own sense of style (In what areas?) It seems like the wait has been long and overdue (Yes I know it will be worth it in the end, but life is too short.) Is it always better to take a chance and make the first move when I see a girl I like to take an interest in, be friends and go from there? I just feel like there is a curse on me whenever it comes to girls. Its the same way with my older brother and he is still single. Is there a way to fight or break this curse. Somethings got to give and I am tired of being the third wheel/being in other couples shadow all the time. I strongly believe that things are goin to change for me and my brother if not before 2007 comes to a close, but hopefully in the year 2008. Will that be the year D.Trent finally gets the girl (Hopefully it will be a God thing at that divne moment and time) along with everything else falling into place (Job wise, etc.) (Same goes for my brother too.) I see it happening, I really do. Any thoughts or comments are welcome peeps. I am ready to party like a rockstar.