Is There A Doctor In The House?

Before yall read this please click on the two awesome links below (Thanks to two buddies (fellow brothers in Christ) (Tune and Griff Dawg) of mine for suggesting that I should find clips that would more appropriate than the two previous links I had before in the previous note I wrote.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FH9jNpLQGGk


Now on to the note, I will try to keep it brief and not go over the length limit rule.Wow this has been an exciting past couple of days!!! It's been awesome being part of an event that Porter has put on to reach out to the community. Weather having the chance to perform, be a security, direct traffic, guide, walk through with a group of people and seeing them accecpt christ as their lord an savior...It's...an amazing experience being able to witness it. I am not sure of the total groups of people who walked through the past nights, but I am pretty sure it's a good size crowd...After walking through each scene, it does make you think. In closing, we all have choices to make in life, good or bad. The one choice some have a struggle with is the choice to have that personal relationship with christ. Some have made that choice to have a personal relationship with christ, where they will have eternal life with. some who chose not too, eternal life with satan. The answer to the question, Is there A Doctor in the house? Yes, but who will be our Doctor to save us...Doctor Lord or Doctor Devil? I would rather be saved by Doctor Lord.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yk8juDmVHxo

My need of a confidence booster

Every night before I go to bed one of the big things I pray about the most is that God will send the girl I am ment to be with towards my direction...But after the last attempt of a relationship with a girl, I feel like I some how lost my confidence when it comes to girls. (To me it does matter, the girl can be white or black, 2, 5, 6, years younger than me, Grad student, I can't be picky and materialistic about it.) One of the big things I worry about is if they like me for who I am not for someone they want me to be. I am not cool like Chad, Chase, or have that courage to flirt with the girls like Eric Walters does...I do have my own sense of style (In what areas?) It seems like the wait has been long and overdue (Yes I know it will be worth it in the end, but life is too short.) Is it always better to take a chance and make the first move when I see a girl I like to take an interest in, be friends and go from there? I just feel like there is a curse on me whenever it comes to girls. Its the same way with my older brother and he is still single. Is there a way to fight or break this curse. Somethings got to give and I am tired of being the third wheel/being in other couples shadow all the time. I strongly believe that things are goin to change for me and my brother if not before 2007 comes to a close, but hopefully in the year 2008. Will that be the year D.Trent finally gets the girl (Hopefully it will be a God thing at that divne moment and time) along with everything else falling into place (Job wise, etc.) (Same goes for my brother too.) I see it happening, I really do. Any thoughts or comments are welcome peeps. I am ready to party like a rockstar.

Confession/Realization/Apology

After being away from the blog scene for a long time now...I was away working on other things and became a Facebook addict....During that time, I was working different temp jobs at UK and invloved in a business on the side (Thanks my good friend A. Griffee who was helping me become a better person and have a better life.) Also through out that time, I had several situations where I started talking to girls, but instead of trying to be their friend and take an interest in them. I got wrapped up in taking them out on a date, to impress my friends and to fit in with the group. After each girl I tried to hook up with by doing that, All that was doing was making myself look bad and have a bad reputation with everyone. Even though Nathan was telling us the right way to build friendships and relationships the right way, I was doing the exact opposite, they way I should'nt have been handling things. Thanks to God and Griffee I finally came to the realization, that I should learn how to deal with things, take constructive criticism, be more open, upfront, and honest with people and allow them to help me in those areas I am struggling with instead of taking it as an insult and seeing it as their way of trying to hurt me. I want to apologize to Taylor, Woody, and the rest of the gang on here who was trying to take an interest in me and wanted to be my friend and help me become a better person. I am willing to get over myself and give it try (I admit its not goin to be an easier process and happen overnight, I am willing to work hard at taking an interest in people, developing a true relationship, help others, and start standing up and fighting for what I believe in and want in life.) Thanks guys, yall are the best!!! God's Awesome!!!